I know by having an abortion we're just committing more sin, but it's too much for us to keep this child. I don't want to do this, I really don't. But we really don't have a choice. If we have the child it'll change our lives so drastically, and put a stop to so many things. We'll never become the things we planned to become, we'll be outcasted from our own familes, and I seriusly believe that. I wish I wish I could just marry her right now.
But I see what you mean too, if we don't have the child, then we're ruining ourselves just as well. I don't know how we're going to deal with this.
She's talking to me right now but how she's really tired lately, how she had some stomach pain earlier and was hurting... It's killing me to hear that she's in pain. It's physically hurting me in my chest.
